The ultimate lost organization

T-shirt (LOST organization)

2007-08-02T16:49:00.000-07:00

This few day i'm been working on T-shirt printing...
And this is what i came out with...lolx...
enj0y...

I like this line....

2007-07-23T04:55:00.000-07:00

I went for SVC than they talk about this line... and i just fall in love with this...

Don't really know why...

"These people draw near to Me with their mouth, and honor Me with their lips, BUT THEIR HEART IS FAR FROM ME" (Matt. 15:8)

It's free...

2007-07-23T04:49:00.000-07:00

My sis get this for me..lolx... so sweet of her...

Free time...

2007-07-23T04:39:00.000-07:00

I know i have not blog for sometime... sorry... lolx... caught up with alot of problem from friends and came... so alittle no mood to blog... but i'm still drawing..lolx... heheeee....

I LOVE NIGHT LIFE...

2007-07-13T18:03:00.000-07:00

LOLX....

(last night when PUB get up at 10:00am - 08:00pm)
i took leave today... But no one call me out in the morning... SAD....
So i spend the hold stupid long boring day at home see Aime... lolx.. (NO LIFE)

(08:00pm - 08:10pm)
till at night i was suppose to go see show with my friend but end up did not go AGAIN...
I think it's not fated to be la.... it just could never happen....

(08:1opm - 09:00pm)
Than even later at night my GAY WEE call me out, he wanted to talk to me about the problem he had with this girl he know in the PUB... (People out there, what do you think about girls that works in PUB...?) but and up he lazy so never come...

(09:00pm - 10:00pm)
Wend out with kenneth to eat KFC and talk about our problem in camp and this girl that she fall in love with...

(10:00pm - 09:00am)
Millie call me out to go to yee wei plcae to see show, eat mango and than sleep over... had alot of fun over there, had fun to caught up with SEC friends... lolx... than in the morning there wanted to go run... but i was unable to do so... because i have to drive for NDP in the morning... lolx...

AND THIS IS MY LIFE... I LOVE NIGHT LIFE....

The story of the tree,leaf and wind...( what is love...? The good or the fated...?)

2007-07-13T07:53:00.000-07:00

(This story is in chinese da... but my sweet sweet friend know i do not know chinese so she change it to english for me... lolx...)

Tree's Story
Secondary 3 years, I went steadt with 5 different girls. But there is 1 girl, I loved her, yet dare not pursue her. She has no fine features, nor a good figure. No attractions at all, a girl that cannot be more simple. I loved her, really love her alot, love her for her innocence, her straightforwardness,her cute, her brittleness in life. Not pursuing her, the reasons were because subconciously, I know she was unworthy of me.

Its also because I'm afraid all the good impressions of her will vanish too. I'm afraid that outsiders may pinpoint her and hurt her heart. I also think, she will be mine eventually, I do not need to sacrifice the whole forest for a tree. The last reason had her accompanying me for 3 years. She saw me having flings with girls for 3 whole year, her heart was brokened for 3 whole years too. She wishes to be be a good actress, but i am a strict director. I saw through her pain everytime. When i was kissing with my 2nd gf in toilet one day, she saw us. Leaf enbarrassingly smile and said,"Go on!" and ran off. the 2nd day,her eyes were swollen as can be. I diliberately act ignorant,laughing her for the day. Went everyone went home for the day, Leaf stay in the classroom and cried. She didnt know that I came back to the classroom to take something, and i look at her for 1 hour without her notice. My 4th gf didnt like her alot, and once when they quarrelled, knowing that Leaf is not at wrong, I still sided my gf. She was shouted at me loudly, but stared back dazed. Tears roll down her face. I walked out without even looking back with my gf. The next day, she still laughed and played with me like nothing has happened. I know she must be feeling terrible inside, but inside my heart i was feeling equally painful. When i broke up with my 5th gf, I dated Leaf out to play for a day, and i told her " I have something to tell you." She said "I have something to tell you too."

I broked up with my GF. I'm with him already. I know who "him" refers to. He has been courting Leaf for a period of time. He is a very cute guy, full of passion. I cant express my pain in the heart, only can smile and congratulate her. When i went home, the pain in my heart was so unbearable, its like a million rocks on my heart, I cant breath at all. I feel like screaming out but i cant. tears streamed down my face. Many times, I saw Leaf crying over me, a gy that is not willing to acknowledge her love. 畢業典禮時，我在手機上發現了一封簡訊，這是十天前，我掩面大哭時傳來的，只是我一直沒有去開過機。「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。」 When we graduated, i noticed a msg that was send 10 days ago. I didnt on my phone and didnt receive it. It was from Leaf. It read > Leaf's departure,is because of Wind's pursue, or Tree's not stopping her?

Leaf's story
> During high school, I love collecting fallen leaves.Why? Bcos i feel, a leaf that can leave a tree is so courageous!! > During high school for 3 years, I was very close to a guy. We were close friends. > but when he went steady with his first gf, I was heartbrokened. Den i know, I loved him.> The bitterness in my heart was not a 100 lemons can describe. > When they broke up after 2 months, I was elated!!> But a mth later, he went together with another girl.> I love him, and i know he loves me, but why wun he pursue me??> Knowing we loved each other, why is there no actions?> Everytime he has a new gf, my heart would break once. Time and again, it makes me wonder, izzit just one sided love on my part?> If he doesnt love me, why is he so good to me??
> His good to me, is not wad a friend can give.> Loving someone is a very painful thing.> You can know his loves,his habits,only not to his feelings of his heart.Is her waiting for a girl to open her mouth and ask him to be together? > Even so, I still wish to be by his side. Caring him, accompanying him, loving him. > Maybe this is a part of waiting, waiting for him to love me, waiting for his calls and smses.> I know, even if he is busy, he would give me part of his time.> This kind of waiting lasted for 3 years. It makes me feel like giving up. > This pain, this bitterness, this happiness, confused me for 3 long years.> Till 3rd year semester end, A 2nd year junior(Wind) fall in love with me. His hot pursue make me rejected him from the start.
> But slowly, i was willing to give part of my heart for him to enter. He was like a gust of wind, so warm, so heartening.

Wind has blow this falling Leaf away from Tree slowly.> Till the end, I realized I do not want to give him only that little bit of my heart to Wind.> I know this gust of Wind can bring the heartbrokend Leaf to a place filled with happiness.
>Its den, Me (Leaf) decided to leave Tree. Tree just laugh it off, not stopping me from leaving him. > Leaf's departure,is because of Wind's pursue, or Tree's not stopping her?

Wind's story
> During high school, I love collecting fallen leaves.Why? Bcos i feel, a leaf that can leave a tree is so courageous!! > During high school for 3 years, I was very close to a guy. We were close friends. > but when he went steady with his first gf, I was heartbrokened. Den i know, I loved him.> The bitterness in my heart was not a 100 lemons can describe. > When they broke up after 2 months, I was elated!!> But a mth later, he went together with another girl.> I love him, and i know he loves me, but why wun he pursue me??> Knowing we loved each other, why is there no actions?> Everytime he has a new gf, my heart would break once. Time and again, it makes me wonder, izzit just one sided love on my part?> If he doesnt love me, why is he so good to me??

> His good to me, is not wad a friend can give.> Loving someone is a very painful thing.> You can know his loves,his habits,only not to his feelings of his heart.Is her waiting for a girl to open her mouth and ask him to be together? > Even so, I still wish to be by his side. Caring him, accompanying him, loving him. > Maybe this is a part of waiting, waiting for him to love me, waiting for his calls and smses.> I know, even if he is busy, he would give me part of his time.> This kind of waiting lasted for 3 years. It makes me feel like giving up. > This pain, this bitterness, this happiness, confused me for 3 long years.> Till 3rd year semester end, A 2nd year junior(Wind) fall in love with me. His hot pursue make me rejected him from the start.
> But slowly, i was willing to give part of my heart for him to enter. He was like a gust of wind, so warm, so heartening.

Wind has blow this falling Leaf away from Tree slowly.> Till the end, I realized I do not want to give him only that little bit of my heart to Wind.> I know this gust of Wind can bring the heartbrokend Leaf to a place filled with happiness.
>Its den, Me (Leaf) decided to leave Tree. Tree just laugh it off, not stopping me from leaving him. > Leaf's departure,is because of Wind's pursue, or Tree's not stopping her?

I have been BLESS...

2007-07-09T04:19:00.000-07:00

This Sunday i have been bless 3 time...

Number 1( THE KAYA BUN)

Mille bless me with KAYA BUN for me again... (so sweet of her...!)
I will go Sunday SVC, it's because i'm on duty on sat...
When i on duty at week end, i'll sleep all the way.... lolx... and so, i will miss my lunch and dinner...
So when i'm on my way to SVC i'll be hungry... But i'll have millie sweet kaya bun to fill me up...
(THX Millie)

Number 2 ( TRANSFORMERS )

AT LAST i was able to see Transformers...
Damn i was hopping to see it like forever lor...
Even so i was hopping i could see with 1 big group of friends but it did not turn out how i hope it was...
But anyway, the movie is ultimate cool, ultimate good and the girls are ultimately beautiful...lolx.. go see it your self...
I also has been bless with good sits.... hehheeeee....
(At last i can take something out from my wish list)

Number 3 (JIA)

I have been bless to have JIA as my friend... When ever 1 turn me down on the movie, she was the only one that say "OK" and went with me... She even bought sweets for me.... lolx...
(THX JIA... next time i'll ask you out to see more show...lolx....)

Svc drawing...

2007-07-09T04:12:00.000-07:00

Sunday Svc drawing again..lolx....

(M18) Where is the LOVE... (M18)

2007-07-05T09:56:00.000-07:00

Today I'm fucking pissed off over what i saw at the yishun MRT station...

A fucking loser guy was abusing his own kid 2+ year old girl...

He was shouting at her asking her, do she want to be with her mum or him... That poor little girl was so scard that she did not ans him... other than comforting her he raise his voice even louder at her(!!!...WHAT THE FUCK AS IF IT WILL HELP...!!!)...

She have bruise all around her...(DAMN SAD FOR HER)

When she started crying, he threw a punch at her... trying to hit her... the mum did try to stop him but she did not help much... The FUCKING STUPID mum even dare to ask her, why she did not say that she want to be with her dad...( What the hell is the stupid mum thinking...? how could you ask your baby girl to say that she want to be with her dad that hit her every day... I think she fucking lost her brain or she is just plain stupid...) How the fuck can she be on the same page as her fucking loser dad... OMG...

To all GIRL...
Only do thing that is right don't do thing just because your BF told you too...
Fucking on give birth to a kid when you she that you can give her all the love that she need...
Make sure you bring your kid to a healthy family... if not do not even think of bring her out...
Don't think that your BF is all and only thing you have in your life, if not you will die... Don't be a loser...
You girls are strong and capable... don't think that with out your BF you will 100% die...
If your BF is bad, ask him to fuck off... find other better BF...
Don't put your self in hell...

To all GUYS...
Only say "I LOVE YOU" to girls that you really love... not girls that you really want...
A GF is to for you to love, make her happy and let her enjoy life...
Not to make her sad and let her die by her self...
As a guy you must hold her up went she's falling... Don't be a fucking loser that make her sad or pull her down...
If you are a guy and you ever hit your GF... I'm telling you that you are a FUCKING loser and you should fucking just kill your self...( go to http://www.iamaloser-timetokillmyself.com/ if you need help on killing your self)
Don't marry a person that you can live with, but merry a person that you can not live without... for guys..
don't have a kid to hit every day... only if you are sure that you can show her all the love on earth than have a kid...

(WHERE IS THE LOVE PEOPLE...? WHERE IS THE LOVE...)

SONG...( something to add on what i'm trying to say)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=PJV9EMkv0u4

LIRICS...
http://www.usherinc.com/Blackeyedpeas/WhereIsTheLove.htm

I GIVE UP...

2007-07-04T04:48:00.000-07:00

TODAY... i "GIVE UP" 2 things in my LIFE... it look like there will never be a cure for it...

...I GIVE UP...

I did this....little miss shopaholic

2007-07-04T04:38:00.000-07:00

I did this for my friends for her shop "Little Miss Shopaholic"

I found this..

2007-07-04T04:32:00.000-07:00

Hey hey... I and my sis was trying to find things to sell.. and we found this...
It's from "Gianfranco FERRE"...
Do i look good in it...?
heheee...

SVC drawing again...

2007-07-04T04:27:00.001-07:00

Fri went PUB with friends till 4am, than sat get up at 8am not knowing why, than went to HomeClub to help my sis to sell things... till 10pm reach home around 11pm... Sun went for svc at 10am at EXPO...

And that why i so sleepy in SVC... and so i draw to keep my self up...

lolx... army duty...

2007-07-04T04:25:00.000-07:00

Here is something i draw on my stupid and long duty...
lolx.. i think this draw is cool...

At last it's in my hand again...

2007-07-04T03:25:00.000-07:00

At last i have it in my hand...
This is the best PEN for drawing... THE "STAEDTLER triplus gel-liner (DRY SAFE)"

$2.10

Go try... lolx...

Sorry... It's been long...

2007-07-04T03:20:00.000-07:00

It's been some time sean i last undate my blog...
i wanted to update may time, but i'm just too tired so it did happen...

last few days have been doing alot of stupid things in camp...

LOLX... (Stupid ARMY)

Here are more of what i could do...

2007-06-28T07:53:00.000-07:00

People who always view my blog, i would like to say "THANK YOU SO MUCH...."
People that understand my drawing, i would like to say "I FEEL THE PAIN TOO...."

All this day i only post all my 2D drawing.... so for this post i'm going to post things that i have done in ITE Bedok....

I do have the heart for 3D.. but in Singapore it very hard to get a job... so i put it a side first...

Here are more things that i'm able to do....

LOSTcity very first hand made toy...

2007-06-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

People this is LOSTcity very first toy... hahhahaaaaa.... took 3 hours to do it.... not very nice, but it's my first try.... hehheheeee....

Voodoo doll 1

(3/4)

(front)

(hanging)

I give up.... there goes $10...

2007-06-24T05:54:00.000-07:00

People that are close to me will know that i had been cutting my hair myself for the lsat 2 month already... to save money hehheheeeee..... believe me i look bad....

So after i give up my DIY hair ... i went to cut it today...fly away my $10....

Do you want to know how do i look...? lolx... i will not post it online... so the only way to see it is to call me out... hehheeeeeeeee NEW NUMBER ---> "92332608"

25/06/07 Dinner...

2007-06-24T05:48:00.000-07:00

I have a late lunch at "POPEYES" in Changi Airport at around 1400hours after SVC... and so i wanted a light dinner and this is what i had.... lolx...

It help to lose weight too...

I'M LOST....

2007-06-24T04:22:00.000-07:00

Today i get to find out something, get to see something, get to remember some thing & get to feel the pain all again.... i hate all that... i want to help to stop all this pain from coming back...

But what can i do to help, what must i do to help....

...i'm LOST...

I'm In need of help... help me please...

Sunday SVC...

2007-06-24T04:20:00.000-07:00

lolx.. I'm late for SVC AGAIN...lolx.. Sorry...
something i draw in SVC again...
Nothing new just for fun.....
Some time i think i lame....
heheheeeee... please forgive...

I'm in love....with cats

2007-06-24T04:09:00.000-07:00

Today i went for SVC... on the way in the MRT with millie and Yan Qin And so we draw our own cat just for fun....
cute right....!

(Yan Qin's cat)

(Millie's cat)

(Lax's cat)

Time killer...

2007-06-24T04:05:00.000-07:00

Here is what i draw on my army OPS- room duty again...

lolx... just for laught.....

LITTLE MISS SHOPAHOLIC logo

2007-06-24T04:01:00.000-07:00

My friend had started a online shop "LITTLE MISS SHOPAHOLIC"
It's new so it need a LOGO and i'm task to do a logo and here is what i came up with...
NICE...? i still working on it....
____ www.little-miss-shopaholic.blogspot.com ____

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Must support....

2007-06-18T08:18:00.000-07:00

This is my friend (wendy) new blog....
there are not much things for now... there are sure more good things to come up...

Must support her ok....

___ http://www.little-miss-shopaholic.blogspot.com/ ___

OMG they are good....

2007-06-18T08:11:00.000-07:00

I found all this beauty full art from http://browse.deviantart.com...
Damn they are good... i must work hard to reach their level....
Pray for me.... lolx...

Spency...18 year old already...

2007-06-18T08:06:00.000-07:00

It's Spency 18 year old b'day...
now he can club... drink... with out breaking the law heheheeeee...
We went out to eat at night, jeremy drive (I relax).....
Funny but nice food we eat....

(i'm lazy so i took this pic from DINAH blog...heheheee)

People out there...

2007-06-17T00:48:00.000-07:00

If you did really read my blog, there is a "WISH LIST", please do not misunderstand than i did not update my "WISH LIST"... It's just there not even 1 of my wish came true.... lolx..

Went to a PUB...

2007-06-17T00:33:00.000-07:00

LOLx...

my friends wanted to go to this pub so that he could see his dream girl... so he called me along.... i also want to meet her also....

He ask me to meet him at 9pm but only after i reach there than he tell me there is a change of place to meet WTH... OK so after i reach the 2nd place and finally meet up with him it around 10pm and than start playing pool, drinking(damn i'm bad at drinking) and just keep talking and talking... there are alot of nice girls over there if you are thinking...lolx.. never took any of there pic but there is the girl "IXE"(till now i still can not get how to say her name...) she super like to take photo with every1 she come across..lolx... maybe it's her b'day on that day... who know... lolx.. any way it was fun hehheeeee....

Next time when you all are free let go down together....

(When i was on the train i did this... don't know what it is about also...lolx...)

In SVC drawing again.... (I'm lost)

2007-06-17T00:23:00.000-07:00

(A lost man Crying out to GOD...)

I'm LOST... GOD...
I need someone to save me...
I don't know where to start, where to look and where to find...
If only angel could fall, will you let 1 of them to fall into my hands...
Dear GOD i pray and hope... save me from my lost life..
save me please....

Hmmm.. never know this....

2007-06-17T00:20:00.000-07:00

I just found out how scary is my room when i did not on the light a 3:30pm

LOLX.....

SAD army...

2007-06-14T08:52:00.000-07:00

My friend was unable to go for a detail, so i have to go for him... I have to drive at 445am lor.... and even more i have to sleep over in a LOST lane aka CNB.... SAD... Sunday still got duty... WTH...

So sweet of dinah to give me Grape Biscuits...(OMG DAMN LOVE IT...)
Now that i have 2 lovely Grape Biscuits with me i feel much better...

THX.. DINAH....HEHEEEEE

(people out ther must try...)

CGM... HOT...

2007-06-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

Today CGM it's at dinah place... due to the yellow wall in her house make us feel damn HOT... WET WET WET.....

Don't know what i draw, just for fun heheee...

IF THEY BREED, YOU BLEED (just for laugh)

2007-06-14T08:46:00.000-07:00

Stop them A-sap...

Hotline: 1800-X-DENGUE(1800-333-777)

Wen PLEASE don't be angry...just for laugh... PEACE

IT's true... read it...(MEANINGFUL LIFE)

2007-06-11T15:40:00.000-07:00

Something to share i read it at Mer Blog...

Damn cool...lolx...

Click this pic than read it...lolx...

In need of more help....

2007-06-11T15:25:00.000-07:00

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I have LOST the power to feel no more.... too much things in my head now... Too much problem... TOO much pain... HOW....?! I draw with no more feeling... Help me.... PLX

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Hey Hey Hey.. need some help...

2007-06-11T14:57:00.000-07:00

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Anyone out there please help me... ,If you know any good WEB that have tattoo art or very cool guy and girls hair let me know A-sap....OK....?

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Nice....?

2007-06-11T14:52:00.000-07:00

Lolx...
I did this Muhahahaaa....
Tml going GSS(Great Singapore Sale) so wanted to wear someing ME...
so i did it... Damn i mess up my room so much for this shoes, that i clean up my whole room...(after 2 month...lolx...;P)

Funny but it SVC i can draw better..lolx..

2007-06-11T14:49:00.000-07:00

I did this in SVC again...lolx.. BUT i still did hear what they are talking... please don't think that i draw and draw and not paying attention...lolx... ;P

Hummm... NAME CARD...

2007-06-11T14:47:00.001-07:00

Thinking of making a name card for my self..(just for fun)
thinking of using something like this... still need to think and work on it more...

LOLX...

It's free... GATSBY

2007-06-11T14:38:00.000-07:00

My sis went for GATSBY moving rubber event at zouk and get this free... 2 more of them are missing there are 6 of them...?! Anyway she gave that to me... lolx... THX SIS...

Try to feel it...

2007-06-08T07:07:00.000-07:00

Runaway Love(damn this song is good, try to feel their pain...)
http://www.lyrics.com/lyric.php?id=34907 <-- MTV

Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love
Runaway love

[Verse 1 - Ludacris]
Now little Lisa is only 9 years old
She's trying to figure out why the world is so cold
Why she's all all alone and they never met her family
Mama's always gone and she never met her daddy
Part of her is missing and nobody will listening
Mama is on drugs getting high up in the kitchen
Bringing home men at different hours of the night
Starting with some laughs -- usually ending in a fight
Sneak into her room while her mama's knocked out
Trying to have his way and little Lisa says 'ouch'
She tries to resist but then all he does is beat her
Tries to tell her mom but her mama don't believe her
Lisa is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.

Runaway love [x8][Hook - Mary J. Blige]

[Verse 2 - Ludacris]
Little Nicole is only 10 years old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
Why she's not pretty and nobody seems to like her
Alcoholic step-dad always wanna strike her
Yells and abuses, leaves her with some bruises
Teachers ask questions she making up excuses
Bleeding on the inside, crying on the out
It's only one girl really knows what she about
Her name is lil Stacy and they become friends
Promise that they always be tight 'til the end
Until one day lil Stacy gets shot
A drive by bullet went stray up on her block
Now Nicole stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get some clothes and pack
She says she's 'bout to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]Runaway love [x8]

[Verse 3 - Ludacris]
Little Erica is eleven years old
She's steady trying to figure why the world is so cold
So she pops x to get rid of all the pain'
Cause she's having sex with a boy who's sixteen
Emotions run deep and she thinks she's in love
So there's no protection he's using no glove
Never thinking 'bout the consequences of her actions
Living for today and not tomorrow's satisfaction
The days go by and her belly gets big
The father bails out he ain't ready for a kid
Knowing her mama will blow it all outta proportion
Plus she lives poor so no money for abortion
Erica is stuck up in the world on her own
Forced to think that hell is a place called home
Nothing else to do but get her clothes and pack
She say she's about to run away and never come back.

[Hook - Mary J. Blige]Runaway love [repeats 'til end]

DEAD...(what do you think...)

2007-06-05T06:57:00.000-07:00

I drawing something for my friend(22 years old)... DEAD is the word i must use...

Help me pick what is better...

(01 CUTE)

(02 CLASSY)

(03 MANLY)

More of my drawing....

2007-06-05T06:55:00.000-07:00

Went for SVC... almost fall asleep... lazy LAX at work again...

So i draw this...lolx...

update on my cat...

2007-06-05T06:28:00.000-07:00

litter star is not so litter after all lolx....
She is so much bigger than from the 1st day i took her in...
Big she may be but yet sexy and cute she still is...

maung maung

2007-06-05T06:20:00.000-07:00

Here is a very nice pic took by my ITE teacher... Damn he is good...
To see more of his stuff go to... __www.flickr.com/photos/maungmaung/___

"How many time in you life do you get to see this kind of stuff... how lucky do you need to be..."

Try but did not work out...

2007-06-04T06:30:00.000-07:00

Finally on OFF today..
With the free time i have, i try to use photoshop to colour the drawing i did some time ago...
But it sux...
It look like a Pri 5 colouring art...

(RESPECT ME) Please don't read if your not from my CG

2007-06-03T04:04:00.000-07:00

Everything good, always has to come to an ending...
But this is to fast, it's only 2 years...

What could i do to help...? what can i help to do...?

I really don't know... There are still many things that I don't know, there are still many things that i don't understand in you... in you heart... in your head... what you feel... what you like or hate...
It's really scary for me to know a person for 1 year + but still don't know any thing about that person... I do understand that my sex will cost some obstruction to things that you would open up to me... I do understand on that, but i still hate the feeling of not knowing... it's just me...

All this take time but it look like time is running out... It look like we do not even have time to save our CG... Hummm or maybe some of use have given up on this CG, lost the sprite to fight... I could see our love for GOD is a strong as ever, but our love for this CG is at the bottom line, other than people that they are close to, they will not be welling to go the extra mile for other...Take a min ask yourself, how many time did you really want to fellowship with other CG member and did you put GOD first in everything you do...? God don't need the 10% of your money... all he want to know is how much are you willing to sacrifice for him, but how much a sacrifice will it be, when you are not welling to sacrifice even few House of your time for him... As you know getting to know him and having a relation with is key point...

I do understand after the fall of the EX leader and than multiply of CG and a new leader, all this sure hurt you some way some how make you lost the love for your CG... but please take some time to walk down memory lane with this CG, time that we spend together, like New Year, B'day, Problem that we face as a CG, People that start to open up when come this CG, People that get tinnier get prettier and many more...Don't you miss those time, don't it meant any thing to you...?

Even for me i do hate many thing in this CG... but there are still many thing that i like about this CG, some how my love for this CG is still there...

I hope for a happy ending...

If i say any thing wrong please correct me....

what i say here are what i feel and what i had seen...

. . . LIFE . . .

2007-06-01T21:13:00.000-07:00

Every 1 would love to fly... Fly into their dream, fly to the top of their life...

But "REALITY" alway hold them down...

( LIFE )

It's here... "EMERGE'07"

2007-06-01T04:43:00.000-07:00

Lolx... I have spend the hold day at EXPO for "EMERGE'07"...
12 full hours just for EMERGE'07 how cool is that...lolx...
Damn cool alot of super star & good looking people went for this event..

I did took some PIC of me but... DAMN i look bad in all of them, so i will not post it up...
(please don't try to find it...but if by any change you get to see it in other BLOGS please get it out of you head THX...)

Here is something i draw on my polo just for this event...

Never aim to high... because when you fall... you will fall hard...

2007-05-29T09:01:00.000-07:00

came out with this after looking at www.stickgal.blogspot.com ... lolx...

Miss Universe 07

2007-05-29T07:28:00.000-07:00

This year 2007 Miss Universe... winner "Miss Japan" ...Hoyaaaa....
Damn she is pretty...

OPS- Room = Art Class

2007-05-29T06:20:00.000-07:00

As like always, days when i'm at OPS-Room duty...

Really Sian, no things to do at all... so i draw...

(I draw this on a toliet paper roll)

(If you are thinking what at the back...? It's the moon...^___^)

angry....Angry...ANGRY....!!!

2007-05-28T08:37:00.000-07:00

OMG... i could not believe it...! , my SG when on off on Monday, when he did not even help us up on anything for FRI, SAT and SUN, "Changi Naval Base Open House"... He did not even come to see how we are doing at CNB... What the hell... he still dare to take off, when all of us that work so damn hard but yet still have to come back on Monday to work....

He still let those people that did not work much to go for off.. what they hell... what is his problem... don't he have eyes to see who is working and who is not .....

All the good people are like cup noodle.. all you have to do is add hot water, wait 3 min than we are ready to be eaten...

LIFE SUX... When you work for heartless people...

More things i have done

2007-05-26T08:21:00.001-07:00

Just for fun... very sian so draw something nice...

(I did this for my T-Shirt and Jeans design competition that i did not take part in...lolx...)

(With "GOD" we are able to break off our dark side....)

Basic Beauty Poster...

2007-05-26T07:47:00.000-07:00

Here are the poster that i have help my sis shop "BasicBeauty" to do...

BasicBeauty is having their summer sale, everything selling cheap go have a look...lolx...

(This poster is now right outside HVM lvl3 BasicBeauty)

(This poster had been done sometime ago...)

Donut Factory...

2007-05-20T06:30:00.000-07:00

Believe it or not... i spend 2 hours of my only weekend on this, DONUTS from "donut factory"....

the DONUTS are heavenly... people out there must go try.....

T-Shirt and Jeans design competition

2007-05-20T06:17:00.000-07:00

Here is something i draw for the competition... but due to the stupid army and leak of time... i think i will have to give up... sorry guys....

just to let you all see...

New T-shirt

2007-05-20T06:12:00.000-07:00

i thinking of printing this on my new T-shirt...

My friend ask me to draw something for him to print on a T-shirt, so i did this... but now that i like it, i think i will keep it for my self...lolx... (SORRY BRO... i'll draw other things for you...)

More things i have done...

2007-05-20T06:04:00.000-07:00

When for CHC SVC and did this for fun again lolx...

What do you think about it...?

GOD... i love this drink...

2007-05-20T05:54:00.000-07:00

Total fat--> 110kcal
Protein --> 6g
Carbohydrate --> 15g
Sodium-->115mg
Calcium -->85mg
sugar -->14g

Ingredients
Low fat cow's milk, suger, colouring and natural flavouring

What more can i ask for... damn good this drink...

Sick...

2007-05-20T05:51:00.000-07:00

I have been sick for a week already...SAD

BELIEVE me i'm really really "SICK"

Things i have to take every day.....^_____^...

Blackheads...(hate it!!!)

2007-05-20T05:31:00.000-07:00

Even guys also have to keep their face clean...lolx...
Damn it... i hate blackheads... i got very bad flu... i keep touching my nose, thats why there is alot of blackheads...

Free time...

2007-05-20T05:27:00.000-07:00

Here is someting i did in my free time not very nice but just for fun lolx...

Dame cute...( I also want it =3 )

2007-05-13T04:34:00.000-07:00

Look at all this cup cake... i saw it on my friend blog ( AARON )
Damn cute lor... what more can i say... (i also want it =3)

Webbie

2007-05-13T03:58:00.000-07:00

Hey friends...

i had link up alot of good web go have a look...

few of the must see...

www.perfectlybasics.nl
www.neetmagazine.com
www.mangavolume.com
www.katemosstopshop.com
www.fashionmission.nl
www.topshop.com
www.wahlauehnet.blogspot.com

Too free,,,, lolx...

2007-05-05T05:31:00.000-07:00

If you are thinking, why did i blog so much things today and where did i get the time...

I'm on duty today on the week end not much thing to do so just keep blogging...hehheeee...lolx...

Life in army... when you got thing to do, it will be alot.... but when you got nothing to do... you will be super free... (ARMY SUX)

Cute art...

2007-05-05T05:25:00.000-07:00

Here is a blog of a girl cute cartoon "Stick girl"...

funny and cute... go her blog and have a look at other things she did...

___ http://stickgal.blogspot.com/ ___

here i one of many things she did...

Looking for any kind heart...

2007-05-05T04:49:00.000-07:00

After I ORD end of this year, i was hopping to enter into NAFA l(Nanyang Academy of Fine Art)...

But like most people... money is a big problem...

S$21.00* for registration fee

S$31.50* for entrance test / audition fee

S$26.25* for English Placement Test fee

Diploma in Visual Communication
year 1 ---> S$3,320.00
year 2 ---> S$3,390.00
year 3 ---> S$3,390.00

A total of S$11258.75 is need for me to study...

Anyone want to pay for me...? Feel free to send me a mail at laxchee@hotmail.com... thanks...lolx..

(damn it... must work and save money...)

Crying for help...

2007-05-05T04:20:00.000-07:00

People that has work with me before will know that i'm not to good with my English... My sis has been helping me up with it...

I'm still leaning to spell and talk better... please do fell free to correct me from wrong...

Sorry for any bad English...

(4 more days to PAY DAY $390 only ... "YES"... i know it very litter, but it is better than nothing... What to do i'm just a NSF... 1st thing of PAY DAY, so caught SPIDERMAN 3... lolx... anyone want to come along...?)

Online shopping...

2007-05-05T04:13:00.000-07:00

Girls who are lazy to go out, but yet love to shop alot...

here is another web for you to have a look at a newes fashion and trends...

Go have a look, alot of very nice stuff...lolx...

___ http://kyuriiwardrobe.blogspot.com/ ___

Great time killer...

2007-05-05T04:05:00.000-07:00

People who love anime and other Japan shows... It is very fast... click and play...

Today is you lucky day, i have found a very good web for see all kinds of anime and japan show...

______ www.crunchyroll.com _______

Enjoy people... thank me some other day...lolx...

TOPSHOP...

2007-05-02T12:13:00.000-07:00

Some time ago, i went to the "TOPSHOP" fashion show..(damn cool)

1st there were the runway show.. a lot of people went for the show (only $10) when i was in the long Q, everyone was checking out each other, looking at what each other were wearing, how they look and most of all how hot are the girls...( somehow it feels like a cat fight...lolx..)

After that we proceed over to TOPSHOP's outlet to shop...( everything was 20% off... what more can you ask for...lolx...) there were finger food, drinks and goodies bag for everyone... Some girls were really unglam, the way they try on the clothes or trying to find the correct size.. So unglam... Don't even know how to put down in words...(ask me again when you get to see me...lolx...)

The last event would be at "fashion bar" to drink and club...( too lazy to go already... so also don't really know what is happening there...) but what i heard from my friends are " OK OK LOR"..lolx... already don't really know if it is good or bad...

Free photo shoot...

Dark Side of ARMY...

2007-05-02T12:01:00.000-07:00

Today is a very long day for me....

PART 1: I have to go for detail in the morning (0630am till 1200pm) a total of 85km...

PART 2: Again! I have to go for a detail at night (0900pm till 0300am) a total of 87km...

Even 'better', everyone in MTL fall out "0400PM" it has never happen to me before... (damn sad)

as if it can never get worse, on my way back to camp..
the road i always took is under construction!
without a choice, i've to take a foreign road, guess what?
i lost my way...(stupid me at work again)... It took me 15mins extra to reach camp... almost fell asleep when i was driving..(that a BIG NONO)...

and then... Next day no OFF... ( GOD SAVE ME PLEASE...)

(SO PEOPLE OUT THERE WHO FEEL SAFE IN SINGAPORE... PLEASE REMEMBER THAT THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE WHO ARE WORKING FREE "OT" AKA OVER TIME TO KEEP YOU GUYS SAFE...REMEMBER US "NSF")

DAMN SICK(like whatever...)

2007-04-27T09:57:00.000-07:00

Today i was feeling damn sick.... I think i almost died....

So i ask my SG if i can have a rest.. for 10 min or so...

He then reply, "want to KENG izzit... trying to skip your job izzit..."

WTF( AKA " What the F++K") I have never RSI(report sick in camp) before...

I was feeling so WHATEVER... Why the F++K does he have to say things like that...that so heartless...

ARMY LIFE SUX.... THANKS TO OTHER....

Looking forward to it...

2007-04-25T07:57:00.000-07:00

Man finally it SSG AARON big day lolx... I have been waiting for this invite for some time already...hahahaaaa... super look forward to it... still don't really know what to wear on that day... (Need some help)

(SAT 28 1930HOURS)

PEOPLE BLESS THEM...

Laugh people...

2007-04-25T06:51:00.000-07:00

Hey peopel... Don't really know what guys blog about SO...i took this PIC, not to act cute or anything(even if i am...lolx..)... It's just to make you guy laugh ..... heheheheee.... enjoy...

6 years classmate...

2007-04-21T19:25:00.000-07:00

Sat went for CHC SVC at expo... finally able to go for sat SVC on SAT hehehee, it been a month or 2 that i could not make it for SAT SVC, always rush down after duty for SUN SVC only...

Finally got time to catch up with "MILLIE", my SEC & ITE school friend...( A total of 6 years in the same class)... Thanks to her, i'm in CHC, a place that brings my life to a new level...(THANK YOU MILLIE LOLX...)

something funny and cute that Millie and I did...lolx.. (just for laugh)

again tring out my pencil skills...

2007-04-21T18:38:00.000-07:00

i was feeling really bored while waiting for a friend..
therefore i grab some paper & pencil..
& whip up something..

(cute???)

(someting is wrong with this PIC)

That me....(FAT)

2007-04-20T09:44:00.000-07:00

This PIC you see is me(LAX), that was when i was 85kg when i was only 160cm... With true determination hard work i lost 20kg in 3 month and that make me who i am now...

BEFORE AFTER

Nothing is imposable... Determination is the key...

Feeling "SIAN"

2007-04-20T09:41:00.000-07:00

If you are Feeling super sian and need a great laught go to www.wahlauehnet.blogspot.com

100% funny...

What make me "really MAD"....

2007-04-17T08:50:00.000-07:00

Have you ever meet people that thinks they know alot about you....
(BUT THEY DO NOT KNOW A THING ABOUT YOU AT ALL)

And yet they still dare to tell you what you have done wrong, and what you should change about your self...

I hate people like that

THANK YOU MUM...

Star...

2007-04-15T11:14:00.000-07:00

My babay...(AKA STAR).. the cat that i save form my camp... when i first brought her back she around 10 days old, around 15cm... Now that she is 1 month + old she is already 40cm long... See how well me and my sis take care of her...

Super cute hor...

ONLY ME...

2007-04-15T10:53:00.000-07:00

LOOK... this shirt that you see below... NO one on earth has the same, it the only 1 on earth heheheee... Cool right...

What happen was..., again i was lock up in camp... super sian.. so i took some paper i draw for fun... But it turn out well, and so i took it to print it on a shirt... and here it...

What do you think...?

2007-04-15T10:35:00.000-07:00

Here is some thing i did at home at my week ends... super sian... when not even 1 person call me out... Took 2 hours to do it... lolx.... (fast work)

Paper ART...

2007-04-13T12:04:00.000-07:00

Here are some dame cool paper art...

Thank you... GOD...

2007-04-13T11:37:00.000-07:00

It's friday the 13... hahahaaa... But something good happen... It's my Army Chief last day... YAHOOOOOOOOO... i never could feel more happy about it.... Thanks to him a total of 384hours of my life was wasted in duty... Now that he is gone, life will be much better in army, freedom is finally ours.... hoyaa...

But i would still love to wish him, all the best in every stupid things that he would be doing, in time to come...

Dame Sian.....Army Duty "SUX"

2007-04-13T09:34:00.000-07:00

Today I did Duty at ops room super sian.... No thing to do, keep taking stupid thing with people that i just know...(I already forget their name hehheheheee)... I was so sian that i draw some thing super stupid....(SORRY "CHACA" just for laught...)

Part 2 of my sad ARMY LIFE...
On the same day i was recall back to camp at "2300hours"... What the hell.... where could you find peopel as bad luck as me...(sian)... But some thing funny did happen... i took a taxi but i only got $5.20 on me ... after i stop the taxi, i ask the driver can i pay by NETS, I need to go back camp ASAP, he reply " Aaaaa.... Can la...But.... Aaaaaa.... I never use... so do not know how to use....you no money izzit...." <-- (Taxi Driver english), So i reply " i really don't have money, only have $5 on me can ma, go sembawang camp...?" and he reply " really ma...Aaaa...ok la....better than no money.... come come...got bus coming behind..." NICE TAXI DRIVER....

Desktop Wallpaper...

2007-04-06T11:47:00.000-07:00

Befor and after...

I did this to train my painting skill using my computer...

I don't really know what is at the back but i think it look good with it....

Can you see my name in this PIC...?

Cute...?

2007-04-06T11:27:00.000-07:00

I was lock up in camp that day... I was in a super sian mood, so i when up to the mess and found one of my ITE school friend, finally got a change to caugh up with him...

So we talk alot of stuff about back in ITE(dame it.. now in army make me miss thoes school day so much)... He was drawing on a paper using a pencil... It been long that i use a pencil to draw, i had been using the pen to draw for the past few days... I wanted to give it a try with the pencile and so this is what i come out with

Some thing i have draw in my walk of LIFE...

2007-04-06T10:48:00.000-07:00

How i came out with this pic is a very long story, long story short...

It about this girl i saw in my walk at the city... Looking a her doing a job that she hate but yet it's still a must for her to work...

OMG... It hard...

2007-04-06T09:43:00.000-07:00

Hey... At last... My Blog is up...

I have been trying to make my very own Blog... But is did not turn out as what i hope for... I can never get the "HTML" right, I give up... Anyway that it... my blog... lolx...