I went for SVC than they talk about this line... and i just fall in love with this...
Don't really know why...
"These people draw near to Me with their mouth, and honor Me with their lips, BUT THEIR HEART IS FAR FROM ME" (Matt. 15:8)
I know i have not blog for sometime... sorry... lolx... caught up with alot of problem from friends and came... so alittle no mood to blog... but i'm still drawing..lolx... heheeee.... 
LOLX....
(last night when PUB get up at 10:00am - 08:00pm)
i took leave today... But no one call me out in the morning... SAD....
So i spend the hold stupid long boring day at home see Aime... lolx.. (NO LIFE)
(08:00pm - 08:10pm)
till at night i was suppose to go see show with my friend but end up did not go AGAIN...
I think it's not fated to be la.... it just could never happen....
(08:1opm - 09:00pm)
Than even later at night my GAY WEE call me out, he wanted to talk to me about the problem he had with this girl he know in the PUB... (People out there, what do you think about girls that works in PUB...?) but and up he lazy so never come...
(09:00pm - 10:00pm)
Wend out with kenneth to eat KFC and talk about our problem in camp and this girl that she fall in love with...
(10:00pm - 09:00am)
Millie call me out to go to yee wei plcae to see show, eat mango and than sleep over... had alot of fun over there, had fun to caught up with SEC friends... lolx... than in the morning there wanted to go run... but i was unable to do so... because i have to drive for NDP in the morning... lolx...
AND THIS IS MY LIFE... I LOVE NIGHT LIFE....
(This story is in chinese da... but my sweet sweet friend know i do not know chinese so she change it to english for me... lolx...)
Tree's Story
Secondary 3 years, I went steadt with 5 different girls. But there is 1 girl, I loved her, yet dare not pursue her. She has no fine features, nor a good figure. No attractions at all, a girl that cannot be more simple. I loved her, really love her alot, love her for her innocence, her straightforwardness,her cute, her brittleness in life. Not pursuing her, the reasons were because subconciously, I know she was unworthy of me.
Its also because I'm afraid all the good impressions of her will vanish too. I'm afraid that outsiders may pinpoint her and hurt her heart. I also think, she will be mine eventually, I do not need to sacrifice the whole forest for a tree. The last reason had her accompanying me for 3 years. She saw me having flings with girls for 3 whole year, her heart was brokened for 3 whole years too. She wishes to be be a good actress, but i am a strict director. I saw through her pain everytime. When i was kissing with my 2nd gf in toilet one day, she saw us. Leaf enbarrassingly smile and said,"Go on!" and ran off. the 2nd day,her eyes were swollen as can be. I diliberately act ignorant,laughing her for the day. Went everyone went home for the day, Leaf stay in the classroom and cried. She didnt know that I came back to the classroom to take something, and i look at her for 1 hour without her notice. My 4th gf didnt like her alot, and once when they quarrelled, knowing that Leaf is not at wrong, I still sided my gf. She was shouted at me loudly, but stared back dazed. Tears roll down her face. I walked out without even looking back with my gf. The next day, she still laughed and played with me like nothing has happened. I know she must be feeling terrible inside, but inside my heart i was feeling equally painful. When i broke up with my 5th gf, I dated Leaf out to play for a day, and i told her " I have something to tell you." She said "I have something to tell you too."
I broked up with my GF. I'm with him already. I know who "him" refers to. He has been courting Leaf for a period of time. He is a very cute guy, full of passion. I cant express my pain in the heart, only can smile and congratulate her. When i went home, the pain in my heart was so unbearable, its like a million rocks on my heart, I cant breath at all. I feel like screaming out but i cant. tears streamed down my face. Many times, I saw Leaf crying over me, a gy that is not willing to acknowledge her love. 畢業典禮時，我在手機上發現了一封簡訊，這是十天前，我掩面大哭時傳來的，只是我一直沒有去開過機。 「葉子的離開，是因為風的追求，還是樹的不挽留。」 When we graduated, i noticed a msg that was send 10 days ago. I didnt on my phone and didnt receive it. It was from Leaf. It read > Leaf's departure,is because of Wind's pursue, or Tree's not stopping her?
Leaf's story
> During high school, I love collecting fallen leaves.Why? Bcos i feel, a leaf that can leave a tree is so courageous!! > During high school for 3 years, I was very close to a guy. We were close friends. > but when he went steady with his first gf, I was heartbrokened. Den i know, I loved him.> The bitterness in my heart was not a 100 lemons can describe. > When they broke up after 2 months, I was elated!!> But a mth later, he went together with another girl.> I love him, and i know he loves me, but why wun he pursue me??> Knowing we loved each other, why is there no actions?> Everytime he has a new gf, my heart would break once. Time and again, it makes me wonder, izzit just one sided love on my part?> If he doesnt love me, why is he so good to me??
> His good to me, is not wad a friend can give.> Loving someone is a very painful thing.> You can know his loves,his habits,only not to his feelings of his heart.Is her waiting for a girl to open her mouth and ask him to be together? > Even so, I still wish to be by his side. Caring him, accompanying him, loving him. > Maybe this is a part of waiting, waiting for him to love me, waiting for his calls and smses.> I know, even if he is busy, he would give me part of his time.> This kind of waiting lasted for 3 years. It makes me feel like giving up. > This pain, this bitterness, this happiness, confused me for 3 long years.> Till 3rd year semester end, A 2nd year junior(Wind) fall in love with me. His hot pursue make me rejected him from the start.
> But slowly, i was willing to give part of my heart for him to enter. He was like a gust of wind, so warm, so heartening.
Wind has blow this falling Leaf away from Tree slowly.> Till the end, I realized I do not want to give him only that little bit of my heart to Wind.> I know this gust of Wind can bring the heartbrokend Leaf to a place filled with happiness.
>Its den, Me (Leaf) decided to leave Tree. Tree just laugh it off, not stopping me from leaving him. > Leaf's departure,is because of Wind's pursue, or Tree's not stopping her?
Wind's story
> During high school, I love collecting fallen leaves.Why? Bcos i feel, a leaf that can leave a tree is so courageous!! > During high school for 3 years, I was very close to a guy. We were close friends. > but when he went steady with his first gf, I was heartbrokened. Den i know, I loved him.> The bitterness in my heart was not a 100 lemons can describe. > When they broke up after 2 months, I was elated!!> But a mth later, he went together with another girl.> I love him, and i know he loves me, but why wun he pursue me??> Knowing we loved each other, why is there no actions?> Everytime he has a new gf, my heart would break once. Time and again, it makes me wonder, izzit just one sided love on my part?> If he doesnt love me, why is he so good to me??
> His good to me, is not wad a friend can give.> Loving someone is a very painful thing.> You can know his loves,his habits,only not to his feelings of his heart.Is her waiting for a girl to open her mouth and ask him to be together? > Even so, I still wish to be by his side. Caring him, accompanying him, loving him. > Maybe this is a part of waiting, waiting for him to love me, waiting for his calls and smses.> I know, even if he is busy, he would give me part of his time.> This kind of waiting lasted for 3 years. It makes me feel like giving up. > This pain, this bitterness, this happiness, confused me for 3 long years.> Till 3rd year semester end, A 2nd year junior(Wind) fall in love with me. His hot pursue make me rejected him from the start.
> But slowly, i was willing to give part of my heart for him to enter. He was like a gust of wind, so warm, so heartening.
Wind has blow this falling Leaf away from Tree slowly.> Till the end, I realized I do not want to give him only that little bit of my heart to Wind.> I know this gust of Wind can bring the heartbrokend Leaf to a place filled with happiness.
>Its den, Me (Leaf) decided to leave Tree. Tree just laugh it off, not stopping me from leaving him. > Leaf's departure,is because of Wind's pursue, or Tree's not stopping her?
This Sunday i have been bless 3 time...
Number 1( THE KAYA BUN)
Mille bless me with KAYA BUN for me again... (so sweet of her...!)
I will go Sunday SVC, it's because i'm on duty on sat...
When i on duty at week end, i'll sleep all the way.... lolx... and so, i will miss my lunch and dinner...
So when i'm on my way to SVC i'll be hungry... But i'll have millie sweet kaya bun to fill me up...
(THX Millie)
Number 2 ( TRANSFORMERS )
AT LAST i was able to see Transformers...
Damn i was hopping to see it like forever lor...
Even so i was hopping i could see with 1 big group of friends but it did not turn out how i hope it was...
But anyway, the movie is ultimate cool, ultimate good and the girls are ultimately beautiful...lolx.. go see it your self...
I also has been bless with good sits.... hehheeeee....
(At last i can take something out from my wish list)
Number 3 (JIA)
I have been bless to have JIA as my friend... When ever 1 turn me down on the movie, she was the only one that say "OK" and went with me... She even bought sweets for me.... lolx...
(THX JIA... next time i'll ask you out to see more show...lolx....)
Today I'm fucking pissed off over what i saw at the yishun MRT station...
A fucking loser guy was abusing his own kid 2+ year old girl...
He was shouting at her asking her, do she want to be with her mum or him... That poor little girl was so scard that she did not ans him... other than comforting her he raise his voice even louder at her(!!!...WHAT THE FUCK AS IF IT WILL HELP...!!!)...
She have bruise all around her...(DAMN SAD FOR HER)
When she started crying, he threw a punch at her... trying to hit her... the mum did try to stop him but she did not help much... The FUCKING STUPID mum even dare to ask her, why she did not say that she want to be with her dad...( What the hell is the stupid mum thinking...? how could you ask your baby girl to say that she want to be with her dad that hit her every day... I think she fucking lost her brain or she is just plain stupid...) How the fuck can she be on the same page as her fucking loser dad... OMG...
To all GIRL...
Only do thing that is right don't do thing just because your BF told you too...
Fucking on give birth to a kid when you she that you can give her all the love that she need...
Make sure you bring your kid to a healthy family... if not do not even think of bring her out...
Don't think that your BF is all and only thing you have in your life, if not you will die... Don't be a loser...
You girls are strong and capable... don't think that with out your BF you will 100% die...
If your BF is bad, ask him to fuck off... find other better BF...
Don't put your self in hell...
To all GUYS...
Only say "I LOVE YOU" to girls that you really love... not girls that you really want...
A GF is to for you to love, make her happy and let her enjoy life...
Not to make her sad and let her die by her self...
As a guy you must hold her up went she's falling... Don't be a fucking loser that make her sad or pull her down...
If you are a guy and you ever hit your GF... I'm telling you that you are a FUCKING loser and you should fucking just kill your self...( go to http://www.iamaloser-timetokillmyself.com/ if you need help on killing your self)
Don't marry a person that you can live with, but merry a person that you can not live without... for guys..
don't have a kid to hit every day... only if you are sure that you can show her all the love on earth than have a kid...
(WHERE IS THE LOVE PEOPLE...? WHERE IS THE LOVE...)
SONG...( something to add on what i'm trying to say)
http://youtube.com/watch?v=PJV9EMkv0u4
LIRICS...
http://www.usherinc.com/Blackeyedpeas/WhereIsTheLove.htm
TODAY... i "GIVE UP" 2 things in my LIFE... it look like there will never be a cure for it...
...I GIVE UP...
I did this for my friends for her shop "Little Miss Shopaholic"
Hey hey... I and my sis was trying to find things to sell.. and we found this...
It's from "Gianfranco FERRE"...
Do i look good in it...?
heheee...
Fri went PUB with friends till 4am, than sat get up at 8am not knowing why, than went to HomeClub to help my sis to sell things... till 10pm reach home around 11pm... Sun went for svc at 10am at EXPO...
And that why i so sleepy in SVC... and so i draw to keep my self up...
Here is something i draw on my stupid and long duty...
lolx.. i think this draw is cool...
At last i have it in my hand...
This is the best PEN for drawing... THE "STAEDTLER triplus gel-liner (DRY SAFE)"
$2.10
Go try... lolx...
It's been some time sean i last undate my blog...
i wanted to update may time, but i'm just too tired so it did happen...
last few days have been doing alot of stupid things in camp...
LOLX... (Stupid ARMY)
