Friday, July 13, 2007

The story of the tree,leaf and wind...( what is love...? The good or the fated...?)

(This story is in chinese da... but my sweet sweet friend know i do not know chinese so she change it to english for me... lolx...)


Tree's Story
Secondary 3 years, I went steadt with 5 different girls. But there is 1 girl, I loved her, yet dare not pursue her. She has no fine features, nor a good figure. No attractions at all, a girl that cannot be more simple. I loved her, really love her alot, love her for her innocence, her straightforwardness,her cute, her brittleness in life. Not pursuing her, the reasons were because subconciously, I know she was unworthy of me.

Its also because I'm afraid all the good impressions of her will vanish too. I'm afraid that outsiders may pinpoint her and hurt her heart. I also think, she will be mine eventually, I do not need to sacrifice the whole forest for a tree. The last reason had her accompanying me for 3 years. She saw me having flings with girls for 3 whole year, her heart was brokened for 3 whole years too. She wishes to be be a good actress, but i am a strict director. I saw through her pain everytime. When i was kissing with my 2nd gf in toilet one day, she saw us. Leaf enbarrassingly smile and said,"Go on!" and ran off. the 2nd day,her eyes were swollen as can be. I diliberately act ignorant,laughing her for the day. Went everyone went home for the day, Leaf stay in the classroom and cried. She didnt know that I came back to the classroom to take something, and i look at her for 1 hour without her notice. My 4th gf didnt like her alot, and once when they quarrelled, knowing that Leaf is not at wrong, I still sided my gf. She was shouted at me loudly, but stared back dazed. Tears roll down her face. I walked out without even looking back with my gf. The next day, she still laughed and played with me like nothing has happened. I know she must be feeling terrible inside, but inside my heart i was feeling equally painful. When i broke up with my 5th gf, I dated Leaf out to play for a day, and i told her " I have something to tell you." She said "I have something to tell you too."

I broked up with my GF. I'm with him already. I know who "him" refers to. He has been courting Leaf for a period of time. He is a very cute guy, full of passion. I cant express my pain in the heart, only can smile and congratulate her. When i went home, the pain in my heart was so unbearable, its like a million rocks on my heart, I cant breath at all. I feel like screaming out but i cant. tears streamed down my face. Many times, I saw Leaf crying over me, a gy that is not willing to acknowledge her love. 畢業典禮時,我在手機上發現了一封簡訊,這是十天前,我掩面大哭時傳來的,只是我一直沒有去開過機。 「葉子的離開,是因為風的追求,還是樹的不挽留。」 When we graduated, i noticed a msg that was send 10 days ago. I didnt on my phone and didnt receive it. It was from Leaf. It read > Leaf's departure,is because of Wind's pursue, or Tree's not stopping her?



Leaf's story
> During high school, I love collecting fallen leaves.Why? Bcos i feel, a leaf that can leave a tree is so courageous!! > During high school for 3 years, I was very close to a guy. We were close friends. > but when he went steady with his first gf, I was heartbrokened. Den i know, I loved him.> The bitterness in my heart was not a 100 lemons can describe. > When they broke up after 2 months, I was elated!!> But a mth later, he went together with another girl.> I love him, and i know he loves me, but why wun he pursue me??> Knowing we loved each other, why is there no actions?> Everytime he has a new gf, my heart would break once. Time and again, it makes me wonder, izzit just one sided love on my part?> If he doesnt love me, why is he so good to me??
> His good to me, is not wad a friend can give.> Loving someone is a very painful thing.> You can know his loves,his habits,only not to his feelings of his heart.Is her waiting for a girl to open her mouth and ask him to be together? > Even so, I still wish to be by his side. Caring him, accompanying him, loving him. > Maybe this is a part of waiting, waiting for him to love me, waiting for his calls and smses.> I know, even if he is busy, he would give me part of his time.> This kind of waiting lasted for 3 years. It makes me feel like giving up. > This pain, this bitterness, this happiness, confused me for 3 long years.> Till 3rd year semester end, A 2nd year junior(Wind) fall in love with me. His hot pursue make me rejected him from the start.
> But slowly, i was willing to give part of my heart for him to enter. He was like a gust of wind, so warm, so heartening.

Wind has blow this falling Leaf away from Tree slowly.> Till the end, I realized I do not want to give him only that little bit of my heart to Wind.> I know this gust of Wind can bring the heartbrokend Leaf to a place filled with happiness.
>Its den, Me (Leaf) decided to leave Tree. Tree just laugh it off, not stopping me from leaving him. > Leaf's departure,is because of Wind's pursue, or Tree's not stopping her?



Wind's story
> During high school, I love collecting fallen leaves.Why? Bcos i feel, a leaf that can leave a tree is so courageous!! > During high school for 3 years, I was very close to a guy. We were close friends. > but when he went steady with his first gf, I was heartbrokened. Den i know, I loved him.> The bitterness in my heart was not a 100 lemons can describe. > When they broke up after 2 months, I was elated!!> But a mth later, he went together with another girl.> I love him, and i know he loves me, but why wun he pursue me??> Knowing we loved each other, why is there no actions?> Everytime he has a new gf, my heart would break once. Time and again, it makes me wonder, izzit just one sided love on my part?> If he doesnt love me, why is he so good to me??

> His good to me, is not wad a friend can give.> Loving someone is a very painful thing.> You can know his loves,his habits,only not to his feelings of his heart.Is her waiting for a girl to open her mouth and ask him to be together? > Even so, I still wish to be by his side. Caring him, accompanying him, loving him. > Maybe this is a part of waiting, waiting for him to love me, waiting for his calls and smses.> I know, even if he is busy, he would give me part of his time.> This kind of waiting lasted for 3 years. It makes me feel like giving up. > This pain, this bitterness, this happiness, confused me for 3 long years.> Till 3rd year semester end, A 2nd year junior(Wind) fall in love with me. His hot pursue make me rejected him from the start.
> But slowly, i was willing to give part of my heart for him to enter. He was like a gust of wind, so warm, so heartening.

Wind has blow this falling Leaf away from Tree slowly.> Till the end, I realized I do not want to give him only that little bit of my heart to Wind.> I know this gust of Wind can bring the heartbrokend Leaf to a place filled with happiness.
>Its den, Me (Leaf) decided to leave Tree. Tree just laugh it off, not stopping me from leaving him. > Leaf's departure,is because of Wind's pursue, or Tree's not stopping her?

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